The Endless Void

Sitting here.....I find myself pondering the blank space in front of me trying to decide ?

Some days, words flow like water.....from some secret source they pour out and still I wonder why this is ?

I have always been a curious creature, and yes, I am also acutely aware of the cautionary tale regarding cat's !
All too often we accept the way it is, we rarely question why that works the way it does or what made a person behave in a particular manner......we are also quite lazy, accepting that society has made it acceptable to be a certain way !

I Don't !

I want to know the why's and wherefores and yes it does matter, to me at least.....it offers me an opportunity to navigate life, to avoid the daily drama that some live and breathe for....maybe I am a simpler creature, maybe I accept birdsong as my music and the sky as my theatre ?

I don't know why I became the person I did....the creativity is an obvious marker, my Father had abilities all too often denied by a demanding wife and family.....possibly it is my duty to carry his work forward, we may never know.

So the space I observe now is not so blank, the words are there for others to find....maybe not today or tomorrow.....but in some distant future there will be another like me pondering the why's and wherefores.....gazing into the endless void, they may be encouraged to explore their own being and the inner workings of life, leaving a space less blank for another !