I am sorry that you have taken so much time and effort to prepare your application !
Being one's harshest critic, I feel more than qualified to perform the required role...I have spent many a year gazing into the mirror in the vain attempt to transform into something more...something better, never really know what that was, what it even looked like.
Each of us gather as we go, transforming ourselves...our lives...our environment, some never learning to live with themselves, some making an uneasy alliance with their innermost critic...and those accepting, it is what it is !
There have been many times I have milked the tortured soul routine until I was reminded to get down off the cross as somebody needed the wood !
I am sorry that you have afforded so much energy towards the lives of others, observing, judging, critiquing as you moved forward...unfortunately the position has been filled and until they put the lid on the box...the last breath has left my body...and I have been silenced once and for all...your energy would be better spent on your own inner demons.
Leave this world in better shape, that is my hope for my own sake, my own soul...maybe this is the best we can hope for ?
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